Damnit

[itsukanomelody]

I am sittin all days in school and oh my god I can't focus at anythin. Well it isn't that bad, atmosphere is funny, teachers are erm not that bad (maybe except physic and CHEMISTRY omfg that SHREK). we are having fun, as sempai should :P Ppl are staring at us as crazy. Teachers are telin' lies bout us. the oldest but funny, freak, jerks, arogant, crazy, we are brakin' freakin rules by takin pictures through the lessons. Oh yeah, we are. And what? To add more, we are intelligent, so go fuck yourself. We are what we wanna be. Something's wrong? We don't suit? Why? It's our choice.
Yeah, but I can't bear learnin anymorreeeeeeee doin homeworksssss oh damn.

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And what's I am doing after school- hanging out with friends, having fun in shopping centers, takin pics in clothes, that totally don't suit me.. How it is to be someone you are totally not? Let's see:




I miss my life in London.
I miss myself there.
Smiles, laughs, crazyness, railway, cherry coke light, chinese take-away eaten in underground.
Everything was so... easy.
I miss that easy way of feel. Easy way of skipping problems. Easy way of laugh. Even sadness was so.. easy. So natural. Of course, sad, but not painful that much. Because there was something sweet, in everything I have done there. Here, now.. It doesn't seems so free. I mean, it's ok, it's better than it was, or maybe I am better, but...
I feel like I am wasting my life in there.
I have to run away as fast as possible.
That means.. 4 years.
Damnit

why the hell no weapon? ;__;