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I wonder how long it might take to stop thinking.
I want to stop thinking, but I want to keep remembering.
I want to shout in your face how much I hate you,
but then I want to kiss you to show how much I miss you.
Maybe if we met for the last time, it would be different.
After all I'm used to goodbyes and separations.
But it just feels so weird, that we didn't share a last kiss, that we didn't say our greetings before going. The last time we saw each other I thought it will not take more than few hours before I see you again.
Maybe if we didn't fight it would be different.
I hate leaving things on a string like this.
The moment I hang up on you, shouting, and I didn't pick up when you called me back..
I never thought I will not hear your voice ever again.
I guess I didn't think much when I was with you, didn't I?
I've made so many mistakes, stupid things
But all of them didn't mattter in the very end.
Maybe I've made a mistake. Maybe more than one. But I don't regret even a second I spent with you.
I only regret I didn't cherish them properly.
And now I wish I could see you once more.
Where are you?
I guess I will never find out.
I hate you!
But I would love to tell you in your face how much I hate you.
And then suddenly realize that there's no point in being mad, because nothing else matters as long as you're here.
But you're not here. So I keep on hating you.
I want to stop thinking, but I want to keep remembering.
I want to shout in your face how much I hate you,
but then I want to kiss you to show how much I miss you.
Maybe if we met for the last time, it would be different.
After all I'm used to goodbyes and separations.
But it just feels so weird, that we didn't share a last kiss, that we didn't say our greetings before going. The last time we saw each other I thought it will not take more than few hours before I see you again.
Maybe if we didn't fight it would be different.
I hate leaving things on a string like this.
The moment I hang up on you, shouting, and I didn't pick up when you called me back..
I never thought I will not hear your voice ever again.
I guess I didn't think much when I was with you, didn't I?
I've made so many mistakes, stupid things
But all of them didn't mattter in the very end.
Maybe I've made a mistake. Maybe more than one. But I don't regret even a second I spent with you.
I only regret I didn't cherish them properly.
And now I wish I could see you once more.
Where are you?
I guess I will never find out.
I hate you!
But I would love to tell you in your face how much I hate you.
And then suddenly realize that there's no point in being mad, because nothing else matters as long as you're here.
But you're not here. So I keep on hating you.