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it's like being a baker. i have all the right ingredients, i have a good idea as to how to put it together, but i am just scared that i'll fuck it up. so i don't cook. i don't even attempt to cook. and it's not meeting the ingredients i have a problem with, it's the actual cooking process i'm worried about. not so much for myself, but that i'll somehow ruin the ingredient. and i love eating. i absolutely love eating. i've made some amazing dishes before, but right now, i'm hungry.
i need to be more active in general
i need to be more active in general