"chris plays in your boyfriend a lot apparently"
for alaska:
it's as if all i've ever known is this blood beneath my feet
i stare across these waters
wondering what's the count these reapers bring in
this hell they call home will never reach that close to me
our sanity lies weeks away
over mountains we'll fly
still we're stuck in the flesh of a million deaths
counting down the days and dollars of our own
there are voices you can hear
so faintly across the valleys
they cry
please come home alive
i'm at a point in my life right now where i really have no fucking clue what's going on. it's as if everything has suddenly come to a screeching halt, and then flat lines. which is the weirdest thing, because everything in my life right now is so in line. i now work at Sammy's in lakeside and i freaking love that job and the people i work with. school is pretty fricken rad, and pretty fricken free. bear garden is starting to write new material that blows my own mind. "everything is in its right place." yet i feel different than that. my thoughts are that having such a busy and eventful summer, home just feels like such a slower pace. but i don't think that's quite it. something else is definitely occupying my mind. and i need to find out what.
fuck this
it's as if all i've ever known is this blood beneath my feet
i stare across these waters
wondering what's the count these reapers bring in
this hell they call home will never reach that close to me
our sanity lies weeks away
over mountains we'll fly
still we're stuck in the flesh of a million deaths
counting down the days and dollars of our own
there are voices you can hear
so faintly across the valleys
they cry
please come home alive
i'm at a point in my life right now where i really have no fucking clue what's going on. it's as if everything has suddenly come to a screeching halt, and then flat lines. which is the weirdest thing, because everything in my life right now is so in line. i now work at Sammy's in lakeside and i freaking love that job and the people i work with. school is pretty fricken rad, and pretty fricken free. bear garden is starting to write new material that blows my own mind. "everything is in its right place." yet i feel different than that. my thoughts are that having such a busy and eventful summer, home just feels like such a slower pace. but i don't think that's quite it. something else is definitely occupying my mind. and i need to find out what.
fuck this