Jan 23, 2005 17:12
All right, so first things first. This question about last night has been bugging me all day. Does anyone know how I got home? I remember being home, saying hi to Elizabeth who was sleeping on my couch, then I remember waking up on the floor. But I don’t remember if Doug gave me a ride or if I walked. Oh’well, guess ill find out Monday. Well Bauer got tickets to the Harlem gold trotters game, so a bunch of us went and watched those big black guys play with allot of balls. Oh and Glenda from Scottsdale. I ate the banana, well mostly the black tip. It was tasty. After the game we had some fun with some black cats then we went and kicked back at Jacobs. Had some whiskey thanks to mike. (Hence the not remembering how I got home last night) had a big ass discussion, I remember there was a shovel involved. And however I got home, I did it with the whiskey. Mike saw my room for the fist time yesterday. He walked in, picked up the axe, looks at me and says "most people would wonder why you have an ace in your room" so I guess he got it. Woke up this morning very reluctantly, and only because me and my dad were going to go get our hair cut. Took a shower and then sat on the couch. My mom just looks at me, “your pale you look like walking death.” Or something like that at least. “What did drink last night?” “Whiskey “ “damn” or “yuck” one of the two. And I am eating some breed, then she goes into the kitchen and all of a sudden comes out with crackers, then comes out with a glass of water, then made up some orange juice and gave me a glass of that to. All of witch she put at my feet. You got to love it when mommy takes care of you.
A mind is a terrible thing to waste
High school reunion wouldn't show my face
I was always looked at a little different
And I got blamed for everything,
even if I ain't do the shit
It was hectic, a total fuckin' nightmare
A room full of preps, and one thug with braided hair
Runnin' through the halls screamin' "Fuck all ya'll!"
Brass knuckle punch jackin' all jock's jaws
Insane in the cranium, people always starin'
Pointin' at me, laughin' close enough
so I can hear 'em
Until the day that I got my revenge
When they found one student stabbed to death with a pen
Whole school goin' through some emotional stress
Gotta half day off cause of that bullshit
Let me take another victim see if I can get a whole day
Remember that bitch Lisa?
They just found her in the hallway
I ain't playin' no more, stop laughin'
'Cause all that chit-chattin' as got this killa crackin'
Teacher's pet, bullethole in ya chest
Whole football team damn near laid to rest
Half the students missin', and no one knows shit
They haven't got a clue that it was all me, bitch
Higher education learn a little something ya'self
Who's next to be got, not too many left
I'm so glad this year's almost over
And maybe next year, before they laugh,
they'll look over the shoulder
New students comin' in, I'mma still be in the same grade
Murder after murder all the way until I graduate
Crazy killa, crazy killa's what they call me
No evidence, but I'm still the number one suspect
Never once was invited to a party
And if I ever was, all I'd do is bring bloodshed
(Chorus 2x)
They don't like me
They don't want me
Ever since I got here
They treated me strange
They got me going crazy
Ain't nobody feelin' my pain
Shed no more tears
So many years, my head's been clear
But now I understand
to make all those around fear
(Repeat 25x until end, through all the chaotic sounds)
They're all gonna laugh at you!