season of change
it all happens so fast and the things you thought you could hold onto forever slip through your fingers and into a unforgetable oblivion. it just amazes me how fast things change. ahhmazes me.
i feel like i dont really fit in anywhere again
like ill be at home and i have no desire to stay there, i want to leave as soon as humanly possible. im in gainesville and "friends" are just ppl that you no longer want to associate with because i personally have never actually met anyone more minded then certain someones im thinking of. and i go to see 2 of my best friends and i just dont feel right.
im complaining.
about the same stuff i always complain about.
no one wants to hear it.
i dont want to hear it.
i bring up the past even if no one remembers because i think if i have to relive every thing, you should too.
i feel like i dont really fit in anywhere again
like ill be at home and i have no desire to stay there, i want to leave as soon as humanly possible. im in gainesville and "friends" are just ppl that you no longer want to associate with because i personally have never actually met anyone more minded then certain someones im thinking of. and i go to see 2 of my best friends and i just dont feel right.
im complaining.
about the same stuff i always complain about.
no one wants to hear it.
i dont want to hear it.
i bring up the past even if no one remembers because i think if i have to relive every thing, you should too.