you were my everything. SHADES OF GRAY, please fade away...
alright so i went to florida! it was awesome! the drive there was hell. me n kelly could not get cozyy lol! but it was still so much fun! we have so many pictures! the first 2 days we just chilled and tanned and walked around and met people and went shopping bc it was just me kelly my mom and dad.. then my sister brittany and her friend hollie came like the next day. bc they had to go to pom camp, so they got to fly down there! we went to bush gardens with my cousins julia alyssa and chris. it was a lot of fun! ~lots of cute guys~ then we went to a teen club!! it was so scary..bc all these older guys like 18 - 19ers would grab u and try and dance with u. haha. but it was FUN! i want to go to inferino now! so many hot guys. but i didnt hook up with anyone on vac. kelly did. sorta..i guess lol. We just kinda hung out with ppl. we went on a pirate ship the last day..it was so fun! lol my sister meet this guy hes almost 19. from tennessee. hes coming over here in like 7 days! its so cute their in loveeeeeeee. i wish my perfect someone would take me back =[ alright so i miss you. okay! im pretty sure u know who u r. i cant stop thinking about u, or stop talking to u. i hope u read this. im better at writeing down my feelings than saying how i feel out loud. <|3 i miss u so much. i wish we could start all over again, everything was perfect. i mean PERFECT. i was so happy. i thought nothing could go wrong. i was like a princess, and u were my prince. i miss wut we were, and how in love we were. i miss it so much. i feel so lonely. i have no one to talk to..to tell them how i feel, and jsut to share all my thoughts with. i have no1. i want it back. i miss it all so much. i need anyone else but u. i only want u. thats all. no1 can change that, i mark my word. i wish this was all i bad dream and ill wake up soon and it will all be back to normal. its really hitting me. im in love with snake. (gh) should i move on, or am i getting another chance. thats all i need to know. i was afraid of this, afraid you'd be everything. well ANYWAYS. i got home from florida..and i hung out with emily ben ben erin mike joey marcel katie chelsea and kelly at emilys bday party! it was lots of fun. then i hung out with chelsea and emily alot then kelly kevin dave.. then i went to charlie and the choc. factory and its kinda gay. with sean donny and jeremy and chelsea! i hung out with jeremy too. then errik chelsea ali jazz and st.'s lil bro at erriks bonfire. then i went to kellys boat with ben and jimmy. it was a lot of fun. we went swimming in st. clair lake on her bigggg BOAT! its HUGE! lol the waves were huge! it was a lot of fun we went down stairs of the boat and me n ben would jump up everytime there was a wave and i hit my head REALLY HARD ouch. it was really funny. then i flew right into the wall! goooood times! Then when i went to kellys idk wut i was doing but i jumped on her and we fell down and i hit my head on a window sil and then cut my arm on the vent and i was like is my head bleeding?? cuz there was blood on my hand but then we figured out it was from my arm! lmao! then i went to my cousins friday threw sunday! it was so much fun! everyone was drunk, every night!!!!! then the island party at lake sherwood! so much fun! with sarah and nate! sarah and alex r soooo cute =] lol (mal u n nate need to hook up now.) haha MALLORY we saw a shooting star.. and some bats! ah! lol. we fell asleep on nates bed at 4:30 am! poor nate just slept on the floor, didnt wanna move us or wake us up! hehe. ME AND MALLORY PLAYED DRESS UP! look at my pictures! in my new photobucket..i cant add anymore pictures to the old bucket. click here. =D we got home from white lake sunday..yesterday at like 9 pm! then today i just sat around, and i think im gunna go over to emilys house bc i wont see her for a while! shes going to her cousins til sunday. (tomorrow.) i work now! 40 bucks every sunday sounds good to me! =D i work at english gardens! hah in ann arbor w/ my sister and my dad! its gunna be awesome! well ill update later! when i get home tonight from emilys! if i go! later.
sucha sucker for a sweet talker.