Dead heart in a dead world.
It's so hard to remember what it's like to be in a good mood when you're in a really bad one. But still my caffeine infested zombie eyes are cause this charmingly plain pseudo-painlessness.
Today I'm blind to anything good. Maybe it's there, but it seems that everyone is down and now I am too. I'm sorry to be such a downer. Livejournal usually puts me in a good mood; reading all the things that my friends are experiencing. Discovering the writing styles of each of these people I thought I knew close to nothing about. Good feelings. A pleasant, realistic connection that I used to mock as desultory and phony. I apologize to anyone who I may have made feel embarrassed to utilize this outlet.
Today I'm blind to anything good. Maybe it's there, but it seems that everyone is down and now I am too. I'm sorry to be such a downer. Livejournal usually puts me in a good mood; reading all the things that my friends are experiencing. Discovering the writing styles of each of these people I thought I knew close to nothing about. Good feelings. A pleasant, realistic connection that I used to mock as desultory and phony. I apologize to anyone who I may have made feel embarrassed to utilize this outlet.