Sleeping all the time
I have been sleeping nonstop lately. I don't know if I am making up for lost time since I go out with Vicky late or what the deal is. I just know it's awfully nice. I need to lotion myself up tonight and remember to take good care of myself. I am horrible, I know.
I am sort of sad. I don't know why. Okay, I do know, but it's just one of those things that you have to deal with. It's just this shit with Vicky is taking a toll on me because it hits so close to home. She tried to kill herself on Monday. She wouldn't talk to me, John, or anyone else. I hope that fucking bitch Leila gets hers. I know Dustin will get his. Being in denial about yourself gets you nothing but heartache. I sincerely hope he can come to terms with who he is. I love Vicky and I am protective of the people I love. Last time I saw Leila I had a bad feeling about her. I couldn't pinpoint it, or get a grasp on it but I knew it was there. I will be happy when I don't have to be so cryptic about everything.
I am sort of sad. I don't know why. Okay, I do know, but it's just one of those things that you have to deal with. It's just this shit with Vicky is taking a toll on me because it hits so close to home. She tried to kill herself on Monday. She wouldn't talk to me, John, or anyone else. I hope that fucking bitch Leila gets hers. I know Dustin will get his. Being in denial about yourself gets you nothing but heartache. I sincerely hope he can come to terms with who he is. I love Vicky and I am protective of the people I love. Last time I saw Leila I had a bad feeling about her. I couldn't pinpoint it, or get a grasp on it but I knew it was there. I will be happy when I don't have to be so cryptic about everything.