And the hermit awakens
It's been 2 1/2 days since I bothered with life. I have been stuck in my book, and so tired I could barely move my head. I AM NEVER taking TRAZODONE again. To think my husband is crazy enough to be prescribed it. Sheeesh. I have no issues sleeping usually, but I ended up staying up until 4am that one night. I am still tired, and I slept till noon yesterday, and 10 today. Never again.
I really have been quite anti-social. Vicky called me at 3 in the morning because of the text message I sent her simply stating that I hate hospitals. It scared her, and she was bored at work. I am glad she cares. I wish I had it in me to be a phone person.
Spent about an hour or two at Mami and Papi's to get Hannah. That about drove me crazy, at least the subject of homosexuality wasn't brought up. I try to hide my anger and keep my mouth shut, but it's tough, and I wasn't in the mood.
My foot is getting better, I guess that's good. I just don't see why, if the pills are clearing it up, why they had to leave these huge, nasty bruises on my arms trying to get an IV in. Apparently I was going to die by Monday. Would have beat the tetanus shot though, ugh! My arm still hurts.
I haven't been doing so well on my diet. I haven't been exercising, first day because of my foot and lack of sleep. Now because I am still fucked up from the trazodone. I am trying to eat healthier today though. Hopefully, I will be back to my normal self tomorrow.
I hope John is home soon, I just want to lay in his arms, even though, he'll probably just play ragnorok for hours. I'm not going to school tonight. I am not going to even try to beat the blizzard. Hopefully school will be canceled and it won't count against me.
Speaking of, we are supposed to get 10 to 16 inches!!! YAY!!!! SNOW!!! I AM SO EXCITED. With the 5 on the ground, we could have 21 inches of snow. It could still get worse too, it's been slowing down. It was originally suppose to hit Saturday, then Sunday, then noon today, now tonight!! YAY!! As long as everyone else is safe at home, I welcome it.
I really have been quite anti-social. Vicky called me at 3 in the morning because of the text message I sent her simply stating that I hate hospitals. It scared her, and she was bored at work. I am glad she cares. I wish I had it in me to be a phone person.
Spent about an hour or two at Mami and Papi's to get Hannah. That about drove me crazy, at least the subject of homosexuality wasn't brought up. I try to hide my anger and keep my mouth shut, but it's tough, and I wasn't in the mood.
My foot is getting better, I guess that's good. I just don't see why, if the pills are clearing it up, why they had to leave these huge, nasty bruises on my arms trying to get an IV in. Apparently I was going to die by Monday. Would have beat the tetanus shot though, ugh! My arm still hurts.
I haven't been doing so well on my diet. I haven't been exercising, first day because of my foot and lack of sleep. Now because I am still fucked up from the trazodone. I am trying to eat healthier today though. Hopefully, I will be back to my normal self tomorrow.
I hope John is home soon, I just want to lay in his arms, even though, he'll probably just play ragnorok for hours. I'm not going to school tonight. I am not going to even try to beat the blizzard. Hopefully school will be canceled and it won't count against me.
Speaking of, we are supposed to get 10 to 16 inches!!! YAY!!!! SNOW!!! I AM SO EXCITED. With the 5 on the ground, we could have 21 inches of snow. It could still get worse too, it's been slowing down. It was originally suppose to hit Saturday, then Sunday, then noon today, now tonight!! YAY!! As long as everyone else is safe at home, I welcome it.