SLEEP
Well for the last two days I havent been going to sleep till about five..It finally caught up to me today. I went to sleep at like 5 last night. Then I had to wake up at like 10 and RIDE A BIKE to work..then I worked till two and RODE A BIKE back to my house.. then I went walking around with frank and leon and samantha. I miss her but i know time has changed. I remember when we were younger and we thought we'd be bestfriends forever, but I guess part of growing up is to learn to let things go because in the long run it's helping you out even though it doesn't seem like it at the moment. When we were in like 7th and 8th grade we thought we had the best friends in the whole world and that they would always be there and they would stick my our sides no matter what, all the backstabbing and secret telling was easily forgiven because we were more opened minded and didn't take things to heart as much as we do now. It wasnt like our friends were talking about us outside of our "click" we didnt like the other "clicks" so they just talked aboutus to our friends. But which is really better? Letting things slide and keeping the ones you care about most with you and learning to forgive and forget and keeping people you love but cant always trust with you, or holding grudges agaisnt the people you care about, creating a wall against the people who have crossed you.. sometimes leaving you with and even worse group of people. But telling secrets and talking behind someone's back is human nature. Think about it..almost everytime you told your friend a secret, your other friend ended up finding it out too because she told them. And you tell secrets and talk too even thought you care about someone a lot.. so if ur bestfriend tells a secret that means they care aboutyou but its just human nature to tell and talk. But if its a secret you can't afford for anyone to find out then what? It's like im contridicting myself with every sentence I say but it's hard to write what you really feel about this topic without showing compassion for the people you love even with their faults. Which crosses being logical and your feelings. I don't know what im here ramblnig about but back to what I was saying when I came home at like 4 i cleaned a bit and started to fall asleep but mydad came home and bitched so i did laundry, ate dinner then I went to sleep at like 6, i woke up a like 9*15.. orded nacho's and taco's from fandango..IM SUCH A SPIC!! :)~ now Im waiting for my food then going to sit up and let my food digest.. then I'm going to sleep.. work at 5YES I GET TO SLEEP!! <33