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so yea................that explosion....yea it happened...today unfortunately. seriously i wish i had a gun, and if i didn't use it to shoot myself then i'd use it to shoot phagen...b/c wow....i hate her.....i talked to her about being on sound and i was like ok, here's the deal, i'm really worried about being on sound b/c at the 3 weeks point this past six weeks i was failing like 5 classes and yea, i hate to think what its going to be like when i'm on sound and what not and she's like well you know you can work on hwk while they are rehearsing (b/c its so easy to work on hwk while ppl are talking and dancing and screaming and shit) and then we can arrange for someone to tutor you who's on the cast. and i seriously want to slap her and be like, bitch look, i don't fucking need a tutor i need time to work on hwk and that means you should have fucking put me on house crew manager like i fucking wanted you dumb fat bitch. and walk off and scream i quit while flicking her off. but thats my dream world b/c if i did that not only would i not be able to participate in theatre ever again but i would probably get a referral and that just wouldn't accomplish ne thing.
on a happier note, i like how jordan yelled at phagen and martin today it made me happy. i wish i could do that. also the day prior to 4th period was ok. and yea.........sad note again.......my stepdad just found out last night that his mother has 2 days to live. she was diagnosed with cancer about a year and a 1/2 ago. he's talking on the phone with a funeral home right now. its kinda wierd. i dunno, i hope he doesn't take it to hard but then again i'd die if my mom died right now. i'd havfe to go live with my dad and on and on.....but yea
things are shitty. i want to stop time and crawl up in a corner and eat chocolate watch movies and sleep. but again, dream world.....if only i could stop time......*sigh*
jen
on a happier note, i like how jordan yelled at phagen and martin today it made me happy. i wish i could do that. also the day prior to 4th period was ok. and yea.........sad note again.......my stepdad just found out last night that his mother has 2 days to live. she was diagnosed with cancer about a year and a 1/2 ago. he's talking on the phone with a funeral home right now. its kinda wierd. i dunno, i hope he doesn't take it to hard but then again i'd die if my mom died right now. i'd havfe to go live with my dad and on and on.....but yea
things are shitty. i want to stop time and crawl up in a corner and eat chocolate watch movies and sleep. but again, dream world.....if only i could stop time......*sigh*
jen