wow!! alot has gone down in the past couple of months...
So here it is now November and next month is DECEMBER!! there is a lot that is going to go down then!! First I graduate early me and BRITTANY LYNNE!(<-- WALKING PARTNER AND VERY GREAT FRIEND!! <3 TO DEATH!!)then i turn 18!!! and christmas!! ahh it is going to be a great month.. i get to see all my familey too!! but besides that point i would like to say i am sorry to a once was very close friend that i miss and still LOVE TO DEATH!!! and that person would be Theresa!! I miss you sooooo much i dont know how i have been deling without you!! me and you use to be attached to the hip now we are like corn and chocolate!! you wont ever catch us together!! it is crazy!! I am soo sorry for being a bitch!! I just serisously miss our late night talks,driving around yelling at guys,picking up guys, wars,walmart..etc!! I miss you!! I miss my friend!! ahh we NEED to hang out soon!!!
on another notes of things i miss another friend of mine!! and it is so weird bc the thing is i talked to him about it today at work and he was like i am still here and you can talk to me but it is different bc he has a girlfriend and i dont know how she would act if i called him all the time or called him period to just talk bc we have kinda a past history till some gay bs went down (me not backing down to his close friend kissing me) idiot i stand... but that is besides the point i dont want that i want the friendship i had with him back!! I could tell him anything .. i mean i have alot of guy friends and friends ..but only certain ones i can feel as if i can say something to and he was one i could defin. tell anything to.. and i loved it.. when everything went down and he asked me why i cared if we didnt talk i didnt really have an answer i just new i couldnt loose his friendship... and now i know it was bc i grew so close and i learned alot about him and he learned alot about me in a matter of time.. i stayed on the phone with him from like 6 in the afternoon to 3 in the morning and for me that never happens but we didnt run out of anything to talk about .. and i miss that i just felt so comfortable to tell him anything about me and my life.. and that is why i couldnt loose our friendship bc i had a great friend!!! and the idiot i am again when he came over to talk about it all i just put a few words in ... he did all the talking my mouth stayed shut!! ahh i am a stupid girl sometimes.. it is just i get so shy but i dont know...
now i guess i am talking to this one guy but i dont know if things will turn out he is really sweet and has pretty eyes!! we will see how things go.. well i am going to go i need my rest!! i love you guys!! <3 savannah
on another notes of things i miss another friend of mine!! and it is so weird bc the thing is i talked to him about it today at work and he was like i am still here and you can talk to me but it is different bc he has a girlfriend and i dont know how she would act if i called him all the time or called him period to just talk bc we have kinda a past history till some gay bs went down (me not backing down to his close friend kissing me) idiot i stand... but that is besides the point i dont want that i want the friendship i had with him back!! I could tell him anything .. i mean i have alot of guy friends and friends ..but only certain ones i can feel as if i can say something to and he was one i could defin. tell anything to.. and i loved it.. when everything went down and he asked me why i cared if we didnt talk i didnt really have an answer i just new i couldnt loose his friendship... and now i know it was bc i grew so close and i learned alot about him and he learned alot about me in a matter of time.. i stayed on the phone with him from like 6 in the afternoon to 3 in the morning and for me that never happens but we didnt run out of anything to talk about .. and i miss that i just felt so comfortable to tell him anything about me and my life.. and that is why i couldnt loose our friendship bc i had a great friend!!! and the idiot i am again when he came over to talk about it all i just put a few words in ... he did all the talking my mouth stayed shut!! ahh i am a stupid girl sometimes.. it is just i get so shy but i dont know...
now i guess i am talking to this one guy but i dont know if things will turn out he is really sweet and has pretty eyes!! we will see how things go.. well i am going to go i need my rest!! i love you guys!! <3 savannah