girls just wanna have fun...
okay... so i have realized that lately i have been limiting all my fun... and that is bc of one guy.. and this one guy i am not even sure if there is anything between us anymore.. i mean i would honestly truely like there is be .. bc i like him alot.. i didnt at first but then i kinda just fell for him.. but i mean i am starting to feel like i did when i first started to fall for him.. and i actually like that.. bc it seems as if i have somewhat more control over my feelings.. tonight the guys that me and theresa met at the beach that one way day ago are coming over to my apartment... i am stoked about it.. it isnt that i want to pursue anything between the blink 182 guy it is just.. i like to hang out with him.. even though i only did once i had fun.. and i mean im sure i will tonight.. I dont know though... I just know that im just gonna try and let things go with the flow... I am gonna take ,my advise i gave someone .. I know it is gonna be tough but i mean there is nothing left for me to do. it is all up to the other person.. i know what i would like to come out of all this but obviously it isnt my decision.. so yesah.. the rest of my summer will be awesome.. i dont think i will be able to go to the warp tour.. :( boo to the whoo.. but i will get over it it is nothing but a thing and i mean i have some responsibilities now anyways.. so oh wells.. but i think i am gonna go now.. i might write again later.. i love this thing.. it takes so much stress off of me..