Re: this made me stop breathing ...ilikebitingMarch 7 2006, 06:29:54 UTC
Days go by and i wonder how you are doing if you are happy, if you have someone, i wonder if you still have my old car and if you are taking care of it, things like that. But then i remember the pain of coming home and not seeing your things, reading what you wrote about me on livejournal and when you didn't show up or even call when it was my 20th birthday party. You guys were my life and i just wanted you to except my desicion of who i wanted to be with, but when times were hard you bailed, he is still here and always will be. He has proved he didn't love me for money cause i have none, or my car because again i lost that too, but because i am me, you should have loved me enough to get passed my mistakes, but you couldn't. Now you miss me and want me back, but what about when i needed you to be here for me when my grandma was sick and in the hospital, did you hold my hand? Or when Michelle cut herself again, did you tell me it was going to be ok and whipe my tears. I miss what we had i really do, but you hurt me so much and when bad things happen to me and there is nobody but Jeston to help me out The pain of losing you guys comes back because i didn't cut you out or leave you. You guys left me and moved away from me. You left Jeston to pick up my pieces.
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