EYES WIDE OPEN!!!
Its plan to see how hurtful people can be...
A look...
A stare...
They all mean more than what they really are.
All alone in a wold so cold...
Ain't that the truth. You can have all the friend in the world and all the family you can possibly have and yet you still feel all alone. No one to talk to no one who understands. Even though everyone around you says they will always be there. Yet they all have their own opnions and their own feelings. Everyone trys to help yet no one will just Listen!
The very few that you find that are "there" and are willing to listen never seem to be around when you need them.
No one can be there 24-7 and I get that everyone has a life of their own, but they why do you say you'll be there when you have so much going on that a phone call is to much for you to do? But when eveyone seems to need me I'm there 24-7 no matter what I can juggle my schedual and put things on hold...Move this change that so that I will be there NO MATTER WHAT!
From now on I should just say I don't have the time or I can't do it, but thats just me a steping stone for everyone who needs someone or something.
Why is it that everyone can depend on me yet I can depend on no one. Its begging and trading to get done what needs to be and even in some cases shelling out the cash...
Loook at me how ridcoulous I sound complaing...
AHHHH w/e no one else can hear me anyway...
So technically I'm not complaining I'm venting, but yet again no one is there to hear me....
So the question is am I even making a sound???
A look...
A stare...
They all mean more than what they really are.
All alone in a wold so cold...
Ain't that the truth. You can have all the friend in the world and all the family you can possibly have and yet you still feel all alone. No one to talk to no one who understands. Even though everyone around you says they will always be there. Yet they all have their own opnions and their own feelings. Everyone trys to help yet no one will just Listen!
The very few that you find that are "there" and are willing to listen never seem to be around when you need them.
No one can be there 24-7 and I get that everyone has a life of their own, but they why do you say you'll be there when you have so much going on that a phone call is to much for you to do? But when eveyone seems to need me I'm there 24-7 no matter what I can juggle my schedual and put things on hold...Move this change that so that I will be there NO MATTER WHAT!
From now on I should just say I don't have the time or I can't do it, but thats just me a steping stone for everyone who needs someone or something.
Why is it that everyone can depend on me yet I can depend on no one. Its begging and trading to get done what needs to be and even in some cases shelling out the cash...
Loook at me how ridcoulous I sound complaing...
AHHHH w/e no one else can hear me anyway...
So technically I'm not complaining I'm venting, but yet again no one is there to hear me....
So the question is am I even making a sound???