"I’m trying hard to speak but I can’t speak proper "
"So I just shut my mouth and I do what I am told to do
I can’t conclude if I should fall in love with you
Maybe what they say is true
“Love is speechless” "
I can't help myself, I'll admit that It takes A lot for myself to fall for somebody, but I can't always say that I'll get what I want.
You know what I find most appropriate with the lyrics tonight?
No matter how hard love life/relationships go, Its always best to just smile and nod. For example, having said to your face that the person you're really interested in/ like just says that they are not looking for a relationship, smile and nod. As obvious as it is to frown or show some concern and worry just makes everything hectic and complicated.
Its okay though, for every smile and nod you give is more faith in yourself that you'll be with somebody that matters. Somebody that will be compatible to you, yet having that impact to move you forward in life, and self improvement towards a better you. I think I've found that person, but for now, I've got a path of my own to travel before our roads cross.
So enough of the daily feelings, my brain is fried.
Lets recap what happen since the last blog.
Tuesday - I went and saw Paper heart, A mockumentary about love, Starring Charlyne Yi, a comedian who does a documentary on love, because she herself does not believe in love. Later in the movie she meets Michael cera, which develops into a self-realization which is complimentary to her documentary she is taping. Its a pretty good movie, has it's funny parts.
Wednesday - Meteor shower (Perseid), stayed up from 11-4am watching for meteor showers at Limeridge, Had the hookah out and was with Josh. It was funny, because a cop pulled up on us and questioned us, but after a quick explanation he just told us to be safe and to enjoy the meteor shower. Aside from stargazing and meteor sighting, we had our usual man talks and just relaxing.
All in all, a real chill night for me.
Shoooooot, Its been a chill summer all around for me, I LOVE it.