See things differently it might change your life
Hey ppl wasa? I think i'm finally gonna croak over and die! yay! yea it's about time!!!! Anywho I went out to eat last night I prolly already mentioned that but, oh well. I went to eat and um I think I have heartburn < so eventually Im gonna die! Anywho I keep on wondering how everyone is doing the lil questionaire thingy! christina did one and so did becca! what the crap I wanna do one!.....Today there's no youth choir and this sucks because I dont get to see Gerica until Wedsnday (sad face).. I was cleaning out my purse and like I saw the letter Tyler wrote me and I realized something: hating him is not gonna do anything so I guess i'll deal with it... he's blind to a good friendship and chose something that will prolly only last till he graduates or until she gets tired of him but, that's his choice Im not gonna get in the way of that so you cant say I tried... anywho on to better things! I hope Zeb calls me he left me an email saying his Valentine's sucked cause we didnt talk I felt the same way...I would of loved to like I dunno beat something up or like get hit by a car I hate that holiday! Maybe it's cause im lonely (another sad face) oh well what can you do? I better go now I might hurt myself just thinkin about how lonely I am......come tuesday Im gonna open my eyes and see school in a different way just to see what God sees......::sighs:: I dunno if i'll be able to handle it!well I better go and I hope Zeb and I talk if not someone is gonna die Im serous this time! I need some emo music and some hardcore if you know any hook a sista up! allright fools im out !!!!!!!!!!!! later Just call me SA!