Jun 30, 2005 01:12
Can you really be surprised by your life? I had told you there were reasons and there are. You can trace the blood line. You say "I am not a brave man" and wonder why what small offering you have is not enough. You don't give what you can; honestly you know you're selfish. You speak to yourself in second person. "You know you never actually try enough to accomplish shit".
Wade in the water. Feel the sound at shin height. You're home and the sound seems to contain some inexplicable healing agent, possibly the phosphorus, the sodium or salmon eggs, there's birth here.
Come to the edge of a cliff.
You're wondering where it goes from here, what choice have you. You remember the first time as a possible fraud or laugh in the face then chronicle everything from that moment on. Each moment fragmenting in to narrowing effluent water ways. When you try you can see what makes you work just how you do. You couldn't really say if it's all for the best.
It's all well water with no where to go. Algaed and algid breeding moss on stone.