I wAnT yOu To WaNt Me.
Didnt go to school yesterday...i was so tired so i just stayed home and slept..den i cleaned..talked to dee for a while because she didnt go to school either..den got in the shower and went to the mall wit Nicole..saw sheima for a little bit..left and went to ruby tuesday and ate..left dare went and got icecream den went back and saw sheima again..left and walked around..shopped for a little bit then my mom came and got us..we went to get nicoles shit from her house den she slept over..came to school today and saw arie..gave her da biggest hug in da world and she didnt wanna seem to be bothered..so its alrite i aint gonna stress it..our friendship will stay as good as it is now...i aint worried bout it nemore..i redid my journal..erica i stole your idea..it looked so cute..sorry HAHA..madd shit has been going through my head lately..i think i screwed up bigtime in alot of ways..and i know its not all my fault because what happened at the time was not my screw up ..but now i regret the way i went about it..at the time it seemed like the right decision but now i dont know..my heart is killing me..i think i really just need to move on and find new people or something...matterfact i need to get the hell outta new jersey..it feels like i been wit and been friends wit everyone round here and it is time for a change ..i wanna go to a big ass city filled wit studs and hot ass guys so i can just take my pick..ahh it would be so lovely..i hope i go to new york for college cuz i swear if i stay and go to accc i might just end up killing myself..mayslanding sucks big balls..well dats enough for now..<3