camp boo
wow havent updated in liek forever... ive been stuck at this shitty camp for like 3 weeks now... im begining to htink that i hate kids... specially when they are like 12 13 and 14 .... the younger ones i can deal with... but these... god damn... i want to kill all of them....on another note im living with a lesbian.. yes you heard me a straight out lesbian... she brought her "friend" to camp the other night and we didnt see eithwer of the m till the morning... weird... creepy... yea....
neway... things other then that have been ok.... ive been thinking about a lot of things lately which i hate... thinking these days is just not good... like stupid things that shouldnt bother me do....idk y but they are just killing me.... i feel so seperated from my friends which is probably mostly my fault... and i apologize for that greatly... i miss you guys liek crazy... idk what it is but thats all i can think about... like my friends and how i havent hung out with them in forever and how its mostly/entirly my fault... ive been caught up in my own little world and wasnt thinking about neone else....which is not what a tru friend would realyl do... idk how to fix everything... but if i could go back and do it differently kno that i deffinatly would....
there are other things that are bothering me but whatever... ill keep that to myself for now... dont really kno what to think about it at this point... maybe a few days things will be clearer.. i hate worrying abotu it though
neway... things other then that have been ok.... ive been thinking about a lot of things lately which i hate... thinking these days is just not good... like stupid things that shouldnt bother me do....idk y but they are just killing me.... i feel so seperated from my friends which is probably mostly my fault... and i apologize for that greatly... i miss you guys liek crazy... idk what it is but thats all i can think about... like my friends and how i havent hung out with them in forever and how its mostly/entirly my fault... ive been caught up in my own little world and wasnt thinking about neone else....which is not what a tru friend would realyl do... idk how to fix everything... but if i could go back and do it differently kno that i deffinatly would....
there are other things that are bothering me but whatever... ill keep that to myself for now... dont really kno what to think about it at this point... maybe a few days things will be clearer.. i hate worrying abotu it though