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last night was a ladies night in for the girls of the college group at Sandals. it was a good time. we played a game where each person writes their most embarrassing moment/craziest thing that has ever happened to them down on a piece of paper and puts it in a big bowl. we then each have a turn to grab a random paper and reenact the situation to the best of our imaginations. HILARIOUS!
mine had something to do with piper, a spider, and me with no pants. "what's going on, Piper?!" and because so many of them didn't know me or my name, they all call me piper now. its funny. but i've been going there for almost 4 months. i'm like, famous now because of the story... several of the girls said hello to me at church tonight, but it was all "hey 'PIPER!' haha that story you told was so great!"
my name is jenny. they should know that.
at least now i'm on their radar? is that the silver lining? maybe now someone will pay attention when i don't show up for 3 weeks?
maybe, but i'm not getting my hopes up.
i don't want to live here anymore. i want to be back in IA. i need to realize though that it really doesn't matter where i am, as long as i'm allowing god to use me, to work through me. but i get so caught up in what I want.
kate moved up to santa rosa yesterday. i have to admit that my anchors here seem to be moving on. first it was my grandma, jesse and my 3 best friends from high school. then it was grams, jesse, and eddie and brittni. then kate came back and brittni sort of stayed away. and then kate left again. we both thought she was going to be around for a while. and then suddenly she was offered a job 7 hours north. so now i've got grams, jesse, and eddie. and eddie wants to move to OC. jesse sort of forgets how important he is to me. so it's really just me and grams. i love her and she's reason enough to stay, but... i have tasted life on my own, surrounded by many people that i love and that love me in return. it's lonely with just one person to share love with. does that make sense? it doesn't matter. the point is that i want so badly to be near my friends in iowa. i'm going back to visit them and my family sometime in september. we'll see what happens.
mine had something to do with piper, a spider, and me with no pants. "what's going on, Piper?!" and because so many of them didn't know me or my name, they all call me piper now. its funny. but i've been going there for almost 4 months. i'm like, famous now because of the story... several of the girls said hello to me at church tonight, but it was all "hey 'PIPER!' haha that story you told was so great!"
my name is jenny. they should know that.
at least now i'm on their radar? is that the silver lining? maybe now someone will pay attention when i don't show up for 3 weeks?
maybe, but i'm not getting my hopes up.
i don't want to live here anymore. i want to be back in IA. i need to realize though that it really doesn't matter where i am, as long as i'm allowing god to use me, to work through me. but i get so caught up in what I want.
kate moved up to santa rosa yesterday. i have to admit that my anchors here seem to be moving on. first it was my grandma, jesse and my 3 best friends from high school. then it was grams, jesse, and eddie and brittni. then kate came back and brittni sort of stayed away. and then kate left again. we both thought she was going to be around for a while. and then suddenly she was offered a job 7 hours north. so now i've got grams, jesse, and eddie. and eddie wants to move to OC. jesse sort of forgets how important he is to me. so it's really just me and grams. i love her and she's reason enough to stay, but... i have tasted life on my own, surrounded by many people that i love and that love me in return. it's lonely with just one person to share love with. does that make sense? it doesn't matter. the point is that i want so badly to be near my friends in iowa. i'm going back to visit them and my family sometime in september. we'll see what happens.