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I had a conversation with a very special girl on New Years, at about five in the morning. I wonder if she remembers sitting across from me at my kitchen table, smoking dozens of cigarettes (she doesn't smoke), and telling me "There is just so much we don't know. I don't know anything". At first, her words stuck with me because of the passion that was behind her voice as she breathed it out. Yet the words keep coming up in my mind lately. There is just so much we don't know.
I went to Ruby the psychic again. I've been there three times now, I believe. I have passed the point of skepticism. Ruby knows her shit. She sometimes is a little wrong about long term predictions, but she always knows what is going on right now. Right when I was sitting in her kitchen, which was a new experience, normally I sit out in her porch area, she knew things she couldn't possibly know. Then tonight, I was sitting on the couch with Jackie and Nick. We were watching the TV show Make Me A Supermodel, and I was overwhelmed with an enormous case of Deja Vu. The new TV show I had never seen before was familiar, the words Nick was speaking on my left, and Jackie on my right, were so familiar. I thought to myself, "How is this possible". Nick and Jackie barely know each other. How did I previously make in my mind the connection of sitting on my couch with two people who are basically strangers to one another, watching a terrible television show.
I just don't understand. How can a stranger psychic-ally know so many things about me. How can I remember an event that I never thought would happen. I wish I knew how to end this entry. I normally try to make some connection or say something wise, but I just don't know. All I know is that Heath Ledger is dead, I got a cat named Walter for my apartment finally, and I have a mad bad case of seasonal depression. Ruby said it. "You have a dark aura".
I went to Ruby the psychic again. I've been there three times now, I believe. I have passed the point of skepticism. Ruby knows her shit. She sometimes is a little wrong about long term predictions, but she always knows what is going on right now. Right when I was sitting in her kitchen, which was a new experience, normally I sit out in her porch area, she knew things she couldn't possibly know. Then tonight, I was sitting on the couch with Jackie and Nick. We were watching the TV show Make Me A Supermodel, and I was overwhelmed with an enormous case of Deja Vu. The new TV show I had never seen before was familiar, the words Nick was speaking on my left, and Jackie on my right, were so familiar. I thought to myself, "How is this possible". Nick and Jackie barely know each other. How did I previously make in my mind the connection of sitting on my couch with two people who are basically strangers to one another, watching a terrible television show.
I just don't understand. How can a stranger psychic-ally know so many things about me. How can I remember an event that I never thought would happen. I wish I knew how to end this entry. I normally try to make some connection or say something wise, but I just don't know. All I know is that Heath Ledger is dead, I got a cat named Walter for my apartment finally, and I have a mad bad case of seasonal depression. Ruby said it. "You have a dark aura".