Jan 23, 2006 19:54
Um kay.
I love you Scott && Della.
Don't ever forget that.
You two make me smile and keep me going,
Even when I think there is no way out
your my light in the dark tunnel...
Thank you so much for being there for me.
You will never know how much you mean to me.
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Well Life is going so fast and I just want to pause for one hour and sit on the couch and relax... not worrying about anything...
no exams
no job
no school
no college
no bills
no car
no lovelife
no not lovelife
no anything.
I need to calm down and just do what needs to be done. I need spering break to be here and I need to just RELAX.
I need to graduate and be happy.
I need s summer with the two most important people in my life.
I long for that. So much.
Anyway.
School was good.
Work was good.
Nate told Marc to back the fuck off.
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yays...
Nate still protects me after everything.
I'm glad I still have him.
He means so much to me.
And I don't know where I'd be if he wasn't there to protect me.
Yes, he hurt me.
But ya know. He said he wanted to be with me....
it's just, as i realize now, that our relationship started out with things it shouldn't have and we needed to start over before we could have a healthy relationship.
I didn't realize that then, but i just was mad then too.... anyway.
All the turns into, I love Nate to death and I'm glad I have someone protecting me from everyone, including his friends.
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Anyway.
Time for essay's!!!!!!!! fun fun fun
I love essay's hah not.
Okay
Bye
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