hmmm
Well.
I hate change... just so you know.
:[ < < hehe della
I dunno.... I'm lost right now.
I don't know how I feel... Like I feeling like I'm losing something.
:[ Bleh... It's my own fault... so oh well i guess.
Today was. eh. I dunno.
I just. BLEH! I'm so incoherent...
I just don't want anything to change.
But it has. And nothing big!
But I guess it's those small things that mean so much to me.
And it's stupid. I shouldn't be upset about them,
But I am... And I can't even convince myself how stupid it is....
I mean. It was bound to happen. AHHHHHHHHHHH!
I just hate things. I hate having to make decisions...
I hate change... I hate feeling this way.
I just am afraid of losing everything...
And like i feel like slowly but surely I am going to....
It's stupid... I'm being stupid...
I have no right... whatever... I can;t help it
BLEH BLEH BLEH
<333
I hate change... just so you know.
:[ < < hehe della
I dunno.... I'm lost right now.
I don't know how I feel... Like I feeling like I'm losing something.
:[ Bleh... It's my own fault... so oh well i guess.
Today was. eh. I dunno.
I just. BLEH! I'm so incoherent...
I just don't want anything to change.
But it has. And nothing big!
But I guess it's those small things that mean so much to me.
And it's stupid. I shouldn't be upset about them,
But I am... And I can't even convince myself how stupid it is....
I mean. It was bound to happen. AHHHHHHHHHHH!
I just hate things. I hate having to make decisions...
I hate change... I hate feeling this way.
I just am afraid of losing everything...
And like i feel like slowly but surely I am going to....
It's stupid... I'm being stupid...
I have no right... whatever... I can;t help it
BLEH BLEH BLEH
<333