May 29, 2005 16:03
sooo 18 now, doesnt feel any different lol. I had a really nice day, my main present was obviously my car but i also had these totally cool spiderman dunks, which have not left my feet since thursday (apart from when i went to my ball haha)
put some blonde in my hair, not too sure what i think of it though wouls take pics but i cant be asked lol
going up to leeds on wednesday to see this guy called adam who i met from myspace (where else lol)
so im excited but shitting myself about it. Im not sure if i really wanna go to be honest cause he doesnt really seem to fussed of me coming up and im afraid when he see's me in real life hes gonna be disappointed, which i know he will do. And hes not gonna want me hes gonna want kay :( so its a lot of money to catch the train up just to have a crap time and wanting to go home. like i wanna go dont get me wrong cause it would be a great trip away from home, i just dont wanna be disappointed when i get there. so dont really know what to do there.
brought some dvds yesterday (fightclub, orange county and van helsing) so looking forward to waching them in bed later, if i can find my bed my room is soo messy.