"You only live life once"
The subject of the entry is what I live by now... I dont go by anything else.Its true right, I mean why waste your time doing boring everyday things when you could be having fun and enjoying evrything to the fullest???
So this weekend was a lot of fun again... This long four day weekend...lol yippy Friday night I dont remeber anything.. not even what i was doing... wow thats bad... Saturday night I drove flippen 60 miles to go to a party in BFE to see sean and all his friends... It was a lot of fun though, I had three drinks... two of which Tony made me... mmmm so good, and i had a poison apple shot that Chrises new person made me... It burned the hell out of my tummy so Sean got me some cake and made me feel better.... fun fun right... I was drunk for a couple of hours but not too bad. I talked to everyone and got this str8 guy to fondle Tony...lol He kissed all the gay guys, it was funny... I played with a pair of boobs for some odd reason, i think i thought that they were soft or something... Then I played with a pussy... cat you freaks, god get your mind out of the gutter...lol jk I kissed sean several times, yea i think he should have backed off... I had to pull his hand out of my pants a couple of times but w/e... I told him this weekend how i felt, Maybe it was a little harsh but i think he finally got it... yet idk, after the mall today... ugh... idk
i kissed bree at the party... when we were leaving i kissed her goodbye...lol...and yet i got home at like 5:30 or soemthing like that?
I dont want to have a boyfriend right now... I told sean that. I dont think that I would be able to handle it right now either... With schoola dn work and goingout every weekend... I dont think that it would be such a great idea... I do want one because of the security factor... knowing that there is someone there for you no matter what and that they will understand... But i dont want to be tied down... And there are things that he doesn't know about me... how many people i have slept with... 9 in the last to years...
Im not ashamed of the way I am or the things that I have done i my life... or the people... I live my life to the fullest but im still careful... I have only had several boyfriends... cause im not that type to tie down, i go around and have fun... I hope people understand that....
Im looking into getting myown cellphone plan in the next several days to a week... I think it'll work, 50 a month isn't bad when i get 3 to 4 pay checks a month that are all at 200 or more... I can afford it and I dont want people reading the text messages i send people and i want the freedom i desereve... and i dont like poeple listening to my voicemail... erg... not going there
So the mall thing was fun I love shopping and we laughed a lot... I love the shirts i got... fun fun. And yet I dont think that sean understands yet... he tryed to hold my hand in the car and give me a kiss in the parking lot when we were leaving...
I need to go clean my room, cut the grass, collect my money and get a tan, and hang out with my grandparents and eat dinner... busy busy busy... ooo I'll be letting everyone know about my Bday parties.... YAY!!!
So this weekend was a lot of fun again... This long four day weekend...lol yippy Friday night I dont remeber anything.. not even what i was doing... wow thats bad... Saturday night I drove flippen 60 miles to go to a party in BFE to see sean and all his friends... It was a lot of fun though, I had three drinks... two of which Tony made me... mmmm so good, and i had a poison apple shot that Chrises new person made me... It burned the hell out of my tummy so Sean got me some cake and made me feel better.... fun fun right... I was drunk for a couple of hours but not too bad. I talked to everyone and got this str8 guy to fondle Tony...lol He kissed all the gay guys, it was funny... I played with a pair of boobs for some odd reason, i think i thought that they were soft or something... Then I played with a pussy... cat you freaks, god get your mind out of the gutter...lol jk I kissed sean several times, yea i think he should have backed off... I had to pull his hand out of my pants a couple of times but w/e... I told him this weekend how i felt, Maybe it was a little harsh but i think he finally got it... yet idk, after the mall today... ugh... idk
i kissed bree at the party... when we were leaving i kissed her goodbye...lol...and yet i got home at like 5:30 or soemthing like that?
I dont want to have a boyfriend right now... I told sean that. I dont think that I would be able to handle it right now either... With schoola dn work and goingout every weekend... I dont think that it would be such a great idea... I do want one because of the security factor... knowing that there is someone there for you no matter what and that they will understand... But i dont want to be tied down... And there are things that he doesn't know about me... how many people i have slept with... 9 in the last to years...
Im not ashamed of the way I am or the things that I have done i my life... or the people... I live my life to the fullest but im still careful... I have only had several boyfriends... cause im not that type to tie down, i go around and have fun... I hope people understand that....
Im looking into getting myown cellphone plan in the next several days to a week... I think it'll work, 50 a month isn't bad when i get 3 to 4 pay checks a month that are all at 200 or more... I can afford it and I dont want people reading the text messages i send people and i want the freedom i desereve... and i dont like poeple listening to my voicemail... erg... not going there
So the mall thing was fun I love shopping and we laughed a lot... I love the shirts i got... fun fun. And yet I dont think that sean understands yet... he tryed to hold my hand in the car and give me a kiss in the parking lot when we were leaving...
I need to go clean my room, cut the grass, collect my money and get a tan, and hang out with my grandparents and eat dinner... busy busy busy... ooo I'll be letting everyone know about my Bday parties.... YAY!!!