Sawin' off the pavement.
There are too many creative outlets that I want to delve into. Music is the obvious choice, but no one else around me seems to be as motivated or zealous about such endeavors. There is so much going on around us that I understand how motivation can be elusive. I too struggle with it, but it so easy to walk to the other end of the house and sit in the music room. I think maybe we just need a couch to get everyone going. We just recently got a makeshift drumset. Its the most brash sounding instrument you will ever hear. Somehow the bass drum sounds like its electronic. Eqyptian lover.
Work has come exceedingly well. I do find it odd that I'm most happy at work. Its just so tough to be in such good spirits and then come home to a house full of friends who are always bummed out. I do cherish the moments when everyone is in good spirits because they are far and few between. Few between far. I didn't actually sign on for this. What's weird is that Nicole described the same feeling to me. We were alone in the music room creating a funky harmonica jam and when everyone came home the whole dynamic of the house changed. Its weird to hear talk about how us roomies are only going to be here for a year and its seems that everyone is already in motion for moving. I love it here. It gave me the best feeling when I overheard Justin say that he and I have be meant to live together for the past four years. The only problem is he's aimed towards Brooklyn and I'm aimed towards not-New York (Hooray for Jackie moving to Hawaii). We'll see what happens. I know we're meant to be together.
I love my job and will never get tired of exploiting it. I've created so many things for decoration that we're going to run out of wall space soon. I just learned how to abuse the bookletizer so I can make paperback books. If anyone has any ideas they'd like to pursue, I'm down. I like that my job has allowed me to befriend some awesome people. I also like how it perpetuates the baseless crushes on girls who are out of reach. I think that's okay for me now, though as I need to be focusing on creative outlets. Unless I find a crush who will facilitate those urges. Oh how I cherish The Crush. Its just a good feeling to get your heart rate up at the sight of someone. I bet its good for you. "Don't abstain before the big game"
All in all, material goods can make you that much happier. Final Fantasy Tactics has ruined/blessed my life recently. I don't mind wasting away for eight hours in front of the television if I feel good about it when I stand up. The Line 6 DL4 pedal is also the hottest thing I've ever put my foot on. Well, whatever. I know this shite was boring but it was needed. I hope all is well. Pounding on the drums is even better release than writing about it. I guess its cathartic decrease. Good speed, God.
The delicate balance has shifted.
Work has come exceedingly well. I do find it odd that I'm most happy at work. Its just so tough to be in such good spirits and then come home to a house full of friends who are always bummed out. I do cherish the moments when everyone is in good spirits because they are far and few between. Few between far. I didn't actually sign on for this. What's weird is that Nicole described the same feeling to me. We were alone in the music room creating a funky harmonica jam and when everyone came home the whole dynamic of the house changed. Its weird to hear talk about how us roomies are only going to be here for a year and its seems that everyone is already in motion for moving. I love it here. It gave me the best feeling when I overheard Justin say that he and I have be meant to live together for the past four years. The only problem is he's aimed towards Brooklyn and I'm aimed towards not-New York (Hooray for Jackie moving to Hawaii). We'll see what happens. I know we're meant to be together.
I love my job and will never get tired of exploiting it. I've created so many things for decoration that we're going to run out of wall space soon. I just learned how to abuse the bookletizer so I can make paperback books. If anyone has any ideas they'd like to pursue, I'm down. I like that my job has allowed me to befriend some awesome people. I also like how it perpetuates the baseless crushes on girls who are out of reach. I think that's okay for me now, though as I need to be focusing on creative outlets. Unless I find a crush who will facilitate those urges. Oh how I cherish The Crush. Its just a good feeling to get your heart rate up at the sight of someone. I bet its good for you. "Don't abstain before the big game"
All in all, material goods can make you that much happier. Final Fantasy Tactics has ruined/blessed my life recently. I don't mind wasting away for eight hours in front of the television if I feel good about it when I stand up. The Line 6 DL4 pedal is also the hottest thing I've ever put my foot on. Well, whatever. I know this shite was boring but it was needed. I hope all is well. Pounding on the drums is even better release than writing about it. I guess its cathartic decrease. Good speed, God.
The delicate balance has shifted.