I WANT TO LEAVE........!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
GOD MY MOM IS DRIVING ME CRAZY, I CAN NOT SAY ONE THING TO HER WITH OUT GETTING YELLED AT. adam is not even on my side. i mean come on now i would think he would but he just told me that i just need to watch what i say b/c my family has too much drama b/c daddy doesnt have a job, and his whole D.U.I. Well you know what,.... that wasnt my fault he shouldnt have been going out in the first place. he should have just stayed home. AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH. Im just so pissed off right now. i mean mom left with out even giving me a kiss good bye. Now i dont think thats fair, cuz when i get mad at her and i leave with out giving her a kiss goodbye she goes crazy. But then again its ok if she does it. BULL SHIT. I FUCKING HATE HER. I JUST WANT TO LEAVE. BUT I CANT CUZ IF I TAke the car knowing her she will call the police and tell them i stole it. Yes she would do that. just so she can have her way. i mean dont get me wrong, i love my mom to death. its just that she just wont let me grow up. and its pissing me off. i mean come on now im not your little girl any more and the more that you want me to you keep pushing me away. I mean come on im going to be turing 19 in march and she still has me coming home @ 1230. But then again i do realize what mistake i did in the past that she has me coming home so early is b/c i got a job when i was 16, and i never went out cuz i had either a basketball game or work, so i really didnt have a social life. but now that i do have one and i keep getting invited with ppl shes all well who are they how did you meet them and all that other shit. i mean look mom they are friends in high school, and the reason why i didnt hang out with them is because i was 1) either working or had a basketball game 2) I was just too scared to ask them to go out. so now that i am older and i know how they act i think i got it down packed. Just leave me alone and let me live my life. and i am really taking that resoultion seriously b/c mom is practically having a cow because i dont do what she would LIKE me to do. i just do what i know i can do and how i can do it. So she is going crazy because i guess im not her "LITTLE GIRL" any more. she just makes me so mad. and as soon as i turn 21 (thats when the truck is mine) i am going to move out with someone or just get a place of my own and i dont want to ever come back here. Too much drama over here. or i can move in with one of my friends, and help their family out my paying rent and some bills. other then that i dont want to come back. To much drama and they are just pushing me away.
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