what a week
oh man this week has been hell for me. I got into a fight with one of my good friends i get stood up, and then I get accused of something i didn't even do. Oh boy has this week been shit for me. But Hey i guess that i will have to write this down in my book and say that it is all but a lesson. And be careful of who you trust. I mean someone can always just turn their back on you. I just want to be by myself the majority of the time but then again i dont like to be by myself. But then again how am i going to be able to get things straight in my head? Oh some times i'm just lost but then again i find my self and screw my own self over. Is that even possible? Maybe its one of those teenage moods and hormones that kick in and you have no idea who you are yet and what people to trust. I probably wont write in here every day or at least i think i wont write in here all the time because of school. What should i do? I'm kind of lost right now. But if God will only help me find my way. Well i guess i'll end here i have nothing else to get off of my chest. other then that, i didn't do anything. and I am sorry Adam. I love you. Please give me a call.