im nvr on this thing anymore. as a matter of fact, it took me a few tries to remember my username and password. but im here nontheless. Im feeling gushy and i needed to vent ( Read more... )

i cant wait to have my own space. my own house, my own kitchen, my own everything. i cant friggin wait. so far this year i feel like my life is moving in a positive direction.

i miss you grandma. I'll see you again one day <33333

Im sitting cozy in my bed watching some t.v, surfing the web. its raining outside, which makes this all the better! Aside from the rain, the weather in Florida has been wonderful. warm and balmy in january is a dream ( Read more... )

im tired of feeling like im sitting around and waiting for these guys to come to their senses and realize i could and would be amazing for them. i deserve far more than it seems they can give me. i deserve stability. Im so glad kyle is in my life. someone i can see on a daily basis. someone that lives 20 minutes away, and isnt leaving anytime soon ( Read more... )

im too cool for my own good. zetus lapetus.

i bought a bag, and i think im mildly obsessed with it. kinda of like how im obsessed with my new phone. Im ALWAYS on it. ffffreals. i feel like an asshole sometimes cause i never stop texting. but i like when it rings. makes me feel warm and fuzzy, like the person on the other end is sending me kisses.

dear doctor,

too much of a good thing is no good. too much drove me to the brink of insanity.

if i was a rapper, my name would be Young Sha. there are tons of "youngs" coming out, but not enough females! too bad im not a rapper, young sha is one hell of a name!

i feel this way because i beat around the bush and wasnt completely honest. i know. we promised. i was afraid of looking crazy. but now, this is driving me crazy.

the two days i spent with my silverstein bros were awesome. i think i love them more and more everytime i see them. for the first time im actually considering flying somewhere to see them towards the end of this tour. i know by then ill be missing them tons. laughs. so many laughs. ill upload some pics soon. first few days of serving went well. its ( Read more... )

im into 2 different dudes right now. the thought just occurred to me...one is 31, the other 21.

i thought that was interesting and funny.

Long live Le hot club.