Nov 10, 2005 20:09
im not angry any more. i think i might have some sort of anger problem though b/c i was REALLY angry for about 2 weeks and there was nothing at all to cause it. and it was violent anger. i dont even understand it myself. if it happens again i am definately going to possibly get some help b/c i could have been a danger to people around me or a danger to myself. (no im not being sarcastic) so if i get that way again please do something to get me help b/c it was serious (more serious than i think most of you realize)
yesterday was grandparents day. i <3 grandparents day. me and my grandparents hung out with kristina and her grandparents. i swear her and her family are like my family and vice versa. i love her grandparents. (and she loves my grandparents so we all love our grandparents) we ate lunch with them and showed them around the campus. kristina's grandpa and my grandpa talked alot about random stuff. then kristina's grandpa was trying to find out what nationality we were and my grandma was trying to explain that we are everything, but im not sure if kristina's grandpa understood b/c then he started talking about how he came to america from spain in the 1960's. i love my grandparents. they are awesome.
i found out concert choir is going to new york with us! woo-hoo! meaning i get to go with a bunch of my really good friends. we are going to wreak havic upon that town. last night at dinner my mom gave me the whole "stay with the group" lecture. she knows me too well. she knows that i have problems staying with groups(i like to explore on my own) she told me that she doesn't want me doing anything out of the ordinary (which it would be out of the ordinary for me to do something not out of the ordinary) i am sooooooo excited! who knows what adventures i will have ;)
kristina won her first soccer game!!! YAY! i always go to their last game in january. 2 years ago i went and i was the ball girl. and i had just come from my basketball game (when i still played basketball) and so i was running around in shorts and a short sleeve jersey and it started snowing! honestly little flurries of snow were coming down. it was cool and it was kristina's birthday and some little kid tried to steal the balloon i bought her. but after the game we hunted him down and got it back. last year me, hannah, and jaime went and we made crazy signs and held them up. brooklyn was with us during that game (aka the antichrist) and that is when he found out who jesse jacobs was and he asked her out that same day.
liz rode my bus yesterday and it turns out that she knows some kid in the neighborhood next to mine and his parents are going away and he is having a huge-o house party and she invited me to go with her. that should be fun. i havent been to a party since......... her 18th. ill post more details as i find out, in case anybody who reads this wants to go b/c this kid wants the word to get spread around, so im spreading it.
i watched silence of the lambs last night. it was really really good. it was the first horror movie that i have ever watched by myself. it wasn't that scary though. i think hannibal lecture is awsome (except for the fact that he eats people) i wish he was like my uncle or something.
other than that i dont have much news.
in spanish 'chinga' means fuck. i think that is fun to say. -Renee
p.s. the specific song i am listening to is lying is the most fun a girl can have without taking her clothes off by panic! at the disco <-- the title wouldn't fit in the music box. you should download that song. its really good