if not this than......something else!

Nov 08, 2005 07:56

my aunt always said everyone is always going to disappoint you and anything everyone else ever does is out their own self interest. I've yet to prove her wrong.
I guess it's what you do any way that makes a difference. But i'm sick of happy crap and i'm sick of being cheered up right now.

These feeling are reminicent of another time and i'm left a little more paralyzed and speechless.

how important is it that you trust anyone else is it anyway. Maybe Hobbes was wrong and you need to be a little suspicious of everyone for things to work. How are those you love behind your back? I could probably list those i trust on one hand. and even then, it's with a lot of hope. But i can't say much more for myself or even say if i derserve that trust anyway. I've obviously failed before.

I keep zoning out...like my mind gets so preoccupied with thoughts that i just stop responding to what's going on and just kind of sit there lost. I should go take a shower now or something. I do have to work at some point here.

I'm going to be 22 soon...i tried to think of whether I thought that was old or young...i came to the conclusion it was irrelevant right now.

Good thing no one really reads this crap
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