I'm alive!
Why can't I keep this thing up??? Boo for me. I have, however, been reading everyone else's posts. I'm a bad lj-er.
So life is pretty amazing. I'm very busy, but hey...who isn't? It's finally spring break, and I'm resting at home. I'm very sad that none of my Roswell friends are on their break this week...I'm so lonely! My parents go to work, and my little sister has school. So what do I do? For those who know me, this will be of no surprise...
SLEEP!
Imagine that...ya I pretty much have been sleeping until 2 or 3. I know it's bad, but I can't help it. It's gotten to the point where my body doens't wake up until then. My body used to wake me up around 10 or 10:30, and then I would CHOOSE to go back to bed until 2 or 3...this cannot be healthy. OH WELL!! :) I enjoy it.
So this semester has been the toughest so far. I just feel like it's one things after another non-stop. And I know it's like this for everyone, but bear with me. I'm ready for a REAL break. Like this break is waaaaaaay too short, and when I finally wake up I have to learn some pieces for the NATS competition. My pieces are pretty fun, but they aren't that "showy." I don't know how things will go. Whatev. As long as my fellow mezzo dominates (KELLY!!! WOOHOOO!!) then I will be fine. Kelly-you BEST be going to NATS...I'm not sure that I saw your name on the rooming list. I'll be mad...trust me. But anywho...this summer won't be a break either. Summer school, why must you depress me so??? I'll be taking 3 courses...it's going to be hell. But I'll make it through. And I'll be home, not in Tally. Yay for Georgia State.Why am I even thinking of summer right now anyway. We still have 6 weeks of school left, and they will be the busiest EVER. Well, maybe not busy...but stressful YES! I don't have my 9 pieces for juries memorized yet, and by spring break last year, I had them down. I'll just have to work harder. It's just that with Opera Workshop as well, it will be tough because it's time to learn staging and such for the end of the year thingy. It should be really awesome! Everyone should be there! If you don't come, I might do something crazy...like give you a tape of it...muahaha? gosh why am i so corny?
Things with Elliott are wonderful...on March 14, it will be 6 months. Thats a big deal for me...he is so amazing and I'm so thankful for him! I'm definitely missing him right now. Ya...pathetic...
Ya know who else I miss a lot? All my Roswell friends!!! WHERE ARE YOOOOU? Come home please...everything has been so busy, but I want y'all to know that I've been thinking about ya! I went riding around with Michelle today,and I got to thinking about high school and how simple everything was. I've said this sooooo many times before, but every now and then it hits me. I was listening to her high school drama, and I thought to myself...just wait. I mean, college is great and it is awesome that we all have found ourselves and whatnot. But there are just so many grown up worries that seem so distant in high school and are close reality in college. Like...money! Oh money...thats for another day...:)
Lessons have been going well...my parents went and talked to Prof. Nall about me when they came for parents weekend. She said that the only person who doesn't know my potential is myself. She is a little worried that my insecurites will get to me and will prevent me from succeeding in what I love to do. But it's so hard to be confident in such a wonderful college of music. So many talented people...and you really wonder if you are one of them...if you deserve to be here...I;m not saying this for comments, just ignore it! :) I had a talk with my mother tonight at dinner about this. I;ve decided that I'm going to try my hardest to put all my negative energy towards becoming better. A better musician and a better person! :)
*sigh* It's good to be back!
~Jeefy
So life is pretty amazing. I'm very busy, but hey...who isn't? It's finally spring break, and I'm resting at home. I'm very sad that none of my Roswell friends are on their break this week...I'm so lonely! My parents go to work, and my little sister has school. So what do I do? For those who know me, this will be of no surprise...
SLEEP!
Imagine that...ya I pretty much have been sleeping until 2 or 3. I know it's bad, but I can't help it. It's gotten to the point where my body doens't wake up until then. My body used to wake me up around 10 or 10:30, and then I would CHOOSE to go back to bed until 2 or 3...this cannot be healthy. OH WELL!! :) I enjoy it.
So this semester has been the toughest so far. I just feel like it's one things after another non-stop. And I know it's like this for everyone, but bear with me. I'm ready for a REAL break. Like this break is waaaaaaay too short, and when I finally wake up I have to learn some pieces for the NATS competition. My pieces are pretty fun, but they aren't that "showy." I don't know how things will go. Whatev. As long as my fellow mezzo dominates (KELLY!!! WOOHOOO!!) then I will be fine. Kelly-you BEST be going to NATS...I'm not sure that I saw your name on the rooming list. I'll be mad...trust me. But anywho...this summer won't be a break either. Summer school, why must you depress me so??? I'll be taking 3 courses...it's going to be hell. But I'll make it through. And I'll be home, not in Tally. Yay for Georgia State.Why am I even thinking of summer right now anyway. We still have 6 weeks of school left, and they will be the busiest EVER. Well, maybe not busy...but stressful YES! I don't have my 9 pieces for juries memorized yet, and by spring break last year, I had them down. I'll just have to work harder. It's just that with Opera Workshop as well, it will be tough because it's time to learn staging and such for the end of the year thingy. It should be really awesome! Everyone should be there! If you don't come, I might do something crazy...like give you a tape of it...muahaha? gosh why am i so corny?
Things with Elliott are wonderful...on March 14, it will be 6 months. Thats a big deal for me...he is so amazing and I'm so thankful for him! I'm definitely missing him right now. Ya...pathetic...
Ya know who else I miss a lot? All my Roswell friends!!! WHERE ARE YOOOOU? Come home please...everything has been so busy, but I want y'all to know that I've been thinking about ya! I went riding around with Michelle today,and I got to thinking about high school and how simple everything was. I've said this sooooo many times before, but every now and then it hits me. I was listening to her high school drama, and I thought to myself...just wait. I mean, college is great and it is awesome that we all have found ourselves and whatnot. But there are just so many grown up worries that seem so distant in high school and are close reality in college. Like...money! Oh money...thats for another day...:)
Lessons have been going well...my parents went and talked to Prof. Nall about me when they came for parents weekend. She said that the only person who doesn't know my potential is myself. She is a little worried that my insecurites will get to me and will prevent me from succeeding in what I love to do. But it's so hard to be confident in such a wonderful college of music. So many talented people...and you really wonder if you are one of them...if you deserve to be here...I;m not saying this for comments, just ignore it! :) I had a talk with my mother tonight at dinner about this. I;ve decided that I'm going to try my hardest to put all my negative energy towards becoming better. A better musician and a better person! :)
*sigh* It's good to be back!
~Jeefy