Jul 18, 2005 01:17
Viveka can't go to the Howie Day concert with me...:( but its ok! my lovely sister, Kristen, agreed to come with me. haha....she's going to be so scared of me. I actually might cry. I cried like a baby at the Clay Aiken concert, but everyone was cool about it...all I got was weird looks and HEY! IM USED TO THOSE!! :)
So apparently someone said that I am cocky. I'm so upset because I've never thought of anyone actually thinking that. I just wish I knew who said it. I don't want anyone to have the wrong impression of me.
I had an awesome time with the family when we went to Booneville, MS for the weekend (yes thats a real place). It was so nice seeing Gran, and my aunt and uncle too. And of course that crazy schnauzer named Snoopy. That animal is CRAZY! My aunt actually has a silver Beetle like mine! :) I started a trend in the family...YESSSS my life is complete.
So if someone out there doesn't know it yet, I cut 8 inches off my hair (of course I didnt cut it! someone else did! haha...ha?). It's very different, but I like it a lot. It's amazing to me that I can dry my hair in less than 30 minutes...A-MAZ-ING!!! I mean...i cant believe what I was missing!! Melissa told me that all that hair kind of overwhelmed me. I certainly hope that my new hair doesnt underwhelm me...haha? I think I'm making really stupid jokes. Oh well, I laughed.
I'm really going to buckle down and learn my summer songs this month. Like for real. I keep saying that I'll do it, but this is a MUST! It's not that I dont want to learn them...it's just that i've been too busy and then also too lazy when I have the time. *sigh* silly jeefy...
Viveka and I were talking about school earlier today and how much we miss it. There are just certain things that Roswell doesn't fulfill you know? I think I miss the campus the most. And the fact that my friends are ALSO awake at 3 am and they are just down the hall. I think that's true for most everyone. Besides, what are you doing at a school you dont want to go back to???
Did that last paragraph make any sense whatsoever???
So work is almost over and i cannot tell you how excited i am about it!!!! In two weeks, i will no longer work at Northside Pediatrics!! I think I'll try to keep my nametag and have a ceremony with it. A ceremony where I'll take a hammer to my nametag. :)
After work is over, Viveka and I might take a couple trips. We might visit my sister in Valdosta for Steph's birthday!! :) We were invited and that makes me happy! Also, we might try to visit Reggie down there. eh...it could happen!
I want an ipod...
Ok...so I've been thinking lately. People always say to savor each moment of your life. I don't think that I have ever been able to until now. Of course, ever moment ends, but recently, I've been stopping and taking a look around at the people. I look at their smiles and laughter, and I quietly thank God for that moment because it will never return. That exact moment will never happen again...its so crazy...in a split second, an instance that could change anything-a relationship, someone's hair color, an opinion, your whole life-is gone. Example...as I sat in my grandfather's living room this past weekend, I thought to myself, what if this cluster of family never gets together again? And what if we do? It won't be the same. We won't be joking about my mother's poor driving skills or the fact that Snoopy's favorite song is "God Bless America." The moment is over...the joke is over...those specific smiles and giggles have past. Just a thought...
Ok...well its time for me to hit the hay. Why do I not sleep when I'm tired at night, but I do sleep when I'm bored during the day? I don't think thats the way it goes.