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my entire life i have always been the youngest, the youngest of my family and friends. i really dont mind the fact that ive been the youngest, more so the fact that i feel like most of the time ive been treated as the youngest. not as much with my friends, more family.
today was the day of our senior class photo, you know where everyone in your class goes and sits on the bleachers of the football field for like 20 min. rather than being in class. it didnt hit me that i am finally the oldest until that moment. i remember being young and looking at my sister's yearbook, sitting for hours trying to scope out her from the crowd, and thinking to myself, wow i cant wait until im a senior.
but now that i think about it, im not prepared for it. my entire life ive always felt like the youngest, and now all of a sudden im in the highest grade of public school you can be in....
then again im really high, and ill probably not feel this way tomorrow.
i just remembered i needed to draw 3 trees for studio art tomorrow. and now its dark out, and were suppost to be concentrating on line quality, but everythings black. shit.