Dec 20, 2005 19:44
what a day.
today's been pretty rough, well pretty much this whole week has been hard. first of all i just want to let you know kelsey that i love ya and youre a good friend gurl. i feel ya, well i understand.
this past week my dad has had knee surgery and has been in and out of the hospital so naturally i've been worried about that. money is really short again and even though the loan helped us out this year with christmas it's still hard and we're still struggling.
today went by so slow knowing that today was our last day of school for winter break. i failed, literally failed my chemistry test recieving a 50%. Then coming home, trying not to think about it, Barnaby is gone, we had to put him down, it's been a good 15 years though and we didn't want to see him suffer any loonger, in doggie years he's 105 years old, or was. He was the best let me tell you, i'm sure going to miss him. then there was volleyball practice. with all of this on my mind, i could not focus for the life of me at practice and i couldn't get on top of the ball either for the hits and i was getting so frustrated. blah blah blah blahhhhh
thank god christmas is only like four days away, i cannot wait. i love it, being with the family and having a good time and always, the food. mm mm mmmm mm m. can you say gorgeous? lol, i know i can.
another thing i am also really excited for is to sleep in for the next two weeks! oh how i love my bed.