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i don't even know where to start anymore.
or who i should turn to.
it is just getting so hard.
so hard where today i just broke down in tears.
it feels like .. i don't even know how to describe it in words.
like today, comming home, just a simple thing where i go into the fridge to get a little something to eat before practice and again there is nothing. literally, i am not exaggerating, we have condiments, some milk, n butter, n no food. that was frustrating. and to just look in the cubboard and all there is a box of honey nut cheerios n pancakes.
i know this isnt a big deal or anything but it's been like this for about a week now. for dinners we've just been makin it by.
and the brakes on the car again are gone. one car, 3 drivers .. with church, both parents working, having practices and other stuff, it's hard to get around. i just wish like oprah winfrey or someone would knock on our door and be like, "surprise! you have just won a million dollars." but i only know i am dreaming and know it could be much worse. i shouldnt even be getting all worked up because there are families out there who are having a much harder time then we are...
on the good side .. tomorrow we find out who are captains for volleyball, i cannot wait any longer, i just want to knowwww.
or who i should turn to.
it is just getting so hard.
so hard where today i just broke down in tears.
it feels like .. i don't even know how to describe it in words.
like today, comming home, just a simple thing where i go into the fridge to get a little something to eat before practice and again there is nothing. literally, i am not exaggerating, we have condiments, some milk, n butter, n no food. that was frustrating. and to just look in the cubboard and all there is a box of honey nut cheerios n pancakes.
i know this isnt a big deal or anything but it's been like this for about a week now. for dinners we've just been makin it by.
and the brakes on the car again are gone. one car, 3 drivers .. with church, both parents working, having practices and other stuff, it's hard to get around. i just wish like oprah winfrey or someone would knock on our door and be like, "surprise! you have just won a million dollars." but i only know i am dreaming and know it could be much worse. i shouldnt even be getting all worked up because there are families out there who are having a much harder time then we are...
on the good side .. tomorrow we find out who are captains for volleyball, i cannot wait any longer, i just want to knowwww.