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soo, i need moneeey$$$ reaally bad.
& i fucking miss my camera.
ahhh, im such an idiot.
tonight was fucking boring, and it feels like i don't even have sean anymore to talk to because he's always busy with band practice or just hanging out with his friends.
and i don't blame him, im not expecting him to like sit at home all day and talk to him
but talking to him for about 10 minutes a day is just going to make being so far away ALOT harder and i don't know what's going to happen.
i don't know.
i guess having ALOT of time to think has made me realize alot of shit.
i really hate thinking, it's depressing.
& i fucking miss my camera.
ahhh, im such an idiot.
tonight was fucking boring, and it feels like i don't even have sean anymore to talk to because he's always busy with band practice or just hanging out with his friends.
and i don't blame him, im not expecting him to like sit at home all day and talk to him
but talking to him for about 10 minutes a day is just going to make being so far away ALOT harder and i don't know what's going to happen.
i don't know.
i guess having ALOT of time to think has made me realize alot of shit.
i really hate thinking, it's depressing.