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I have a confession to make. When I began writing, for the purpose of being published, I no longer had time to write fanfiction. Don't get me wrong, I loved writing fanfiction and still dream about the stories I brought to life, but it made me sad and a little depressed to come here. I'm not sure why, but it did. But yesterday, I came to the realization that I pay for this place and I might as well use it, if for no other purpose than to house ideas and ramble.
This is where it all began for me. This was the virginal beginning of my writing experience and it is a part of me-my roots if you will. Here is where a passion for creating other worlds, making people fall in love, molding and manipulating characters to my will. Therefore, I will be around, putting a few ideas up here and there, talking about what I'm currently working on, and letting the world know (if it cares) what is happening as far as my work being published.
I thought about deleting everything and sort of starting over, but I've chosen not to. I may try to archive the past, putting it to the back of the dusty attack. Who knows, someday I may want to read my fanfiction and laugh at things I know are wrong with it.
On another note, I was sad to see the Twilight Saga completed, but as all things, even the stories I write, they must come to an end and we must move forward, onto the next love, the next "new beginning" and make something beautiful all over again. Memories. Memories of a wonderful time in my life where I learned to embrace an ability I did not know I had. A time when I examined something deep within me and let it come out. I love writing and hope that I can continue for years to come, creating something that I can enjoy and offering it to others to enjoy as well.
So, enjoy the new header (although I'm not entirely pleased with how it turned out) and stop by from time to time. I will be sprucing this place up and getting it tidy and would love to hear from my old friends. There are many of you who not only inspired and encouraged me, but became good friends, and I often wonder what's going on in your lives. Okay, that's it for now.