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I've been hanging out with Chris a lot lately, and I'm falling [for him] fast. Earlier he told me the best news ever. He broke up with his girlfriend last night. ! ! ! ! He said he told her to get the fuck out of his house. HA. [She was cheating on him, lying to him and totally treating him like shit.] He is seriously the nicest, funniest, sweetest guy I've ever met. He has the cutest smile. Ohhh man. So now I just have to try to get him to make a move. I know he's really shy, but I am too! [Around guys I like, anyway.] We're supposed to be hanging out later.
Ugh, I am a little frustrated with myself though. I don't even want a boyfriend. I hate having to always tell someone what I'm doing, and where I'm going. [Probably because my last boyfriend was possessive to the maxx] I just don't know what the hell to do. All I know is I'm not making the first move. I'm just pathetic like that.
Ugh, I am a little frustrated with myself though. I don't even want a boyfriend. I hate having to always tell someone what I'm doing, and where I'm going. [Probably because my last boyfriend was possessive to the maxx] I just don't know what the hell to do. All I know is I'm not making the first move. I'm just pathetic like that.