cold!
it is super cold in south carolina this week.
marley needs ear drops everyday and so he looks so pitiful lately because i think it wears him out.
I got rejected from two places that i sent resumes to. awesomeeeeeeeeeeee.
wedding planning is kind of taking the back seat right now because of some really annoying crap, which will be over by monday (if my doctor says everything is good this friday..!!!)
but the main reason i wanted to livejournal is becauuuuuse!!!!!!!!!
NONE OF MY CLOTHES FIT ME RIGHT NOW! I've never actually had this problem before...but everything I own is way way too big for me right now! but i'm not really small yet either so my old clothes dont fit right either...but i don't have any money to buy in-between clothes yet. so i've just been swimming in my fatter clothes. but i haven't been able to work out since last week and probably wont be able to until april now. the good news is that i'm not gaining anything back though because i'm still walking with nola everyday.
i got a new coffee thermos at tj maxx this weekend! it inspires me to actually make my own coffee at home instead of drinking the office mudcoffee! yay!
also i feel like i have to confess that i have been smoking every night since thursday because im one hot hormonal mess and thursday i cried a lot and made everyone around me want to die so i neeeeeeeded to chill the fuck out.
i think i might need to smoke forever to be normal and cool. ? the only bad thing is that it makes it REALLY hard to stay on a diet hah.
sometimes i get like the guy in american psycho and smoke before i workout because i guess you can burn more fat that way. but who EVERRRRRRRRR wants to do that? my favorite fuckedupfood right now is fried egss or peanut butter.
marley needs ear drops everyday and so he looks so pitiful lately because i think it wears him out.
I got rejected from two places that i sent resumes to. awesomeeeeeeeeeeee.
wedding planning is kind of taking the back seat right now because of some really annoying crap, which will be over by monday (if my doctor says everything is good this friday..!!!)
but the main reason i wanted to livejournal is becauuuuuse!!!!!!!!!
NONE OF MY CLOTHES FIT ME RIGHT NOW! I've never actually had this problem before...but everything I own is way way too big for me right now! but i'm not really small yet either so my old clothes dont fit right either...but i don't have any money to buy in-between clothes yet. so i've just been swimming in my fatter clothes. but i haven't been able to work out since last week and probably wont be able to until april now. the good news is that i'm not gaining anything back though because i'm still walking with nola everyday.
i got a new coffee thermos at tj maxx this weekend! it inspires me to actually make my own coffee at home instead of drinking the office mudcoffee! yay!
also i feel like i have to confess that i have been smoking every night since thursday because im one hot hormonal mess and thursday i cried a lot and made everyone around me want to die so i neeeeeeeded to chill the fuck out.
i think i might need to smoke forever to be normal and cool. ? the only bad thing is that it makes it REALLY hard to stay on a diet hah.
sometimes i get like the guy in american psycho and smoke before i workout because i guess you can burn more fat that way. but who EVERRRRRRRRR wants to do that? my favorite fuckedupfood right now is fried egss or peanut butter.