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why lie in nights where things take turns at once in being infuriating and comforting? who knew circuits could blow after midnight with fully unwanted and unwarranted displays of mis-affection being the cause. i dislike nothing more than someone so opinionated, so knowledgable about all topics yet completely clueless and living within a space of information no more based in reality than a dr. suess book. the trouble is that i live with people like this. and i hear nonsense regarding issues so complex and convoluted that an uninformed person would have not the slightest bit of idea the procedures or laws that underlie the topics or theories being discussed. it's this reason that i do not bother to make attempts to befriend my peers.
apparently earring holes make one a homosexual. yet a loud voice and an utterly rude demeanor does what? sickens me to the core so much so that i can only feel sorry for her parents who now have to deal with this mistake and only wish they could have changed the course of her upbringing, to create values and manners in, to educate and stress further the importance of being a lady, of being sensitive, of being a human being that lives in a society, a civilization. i dont feel bad for a thing that will happen. at least not right now.
i'm just so taken back by the things that go on in this community and the things people get away with saying, or have reason for saying. surely, in my stupid 16 years, i've chose routes that aren't the shortest from A to B. i've wasted time. i've dabbled in makeup. i've wasted money. i've dabbled in ideas and fashions that are atypical and unconventional. however, i'm a bum and living off mom and dad, doing nothing to make a life for myself, leeching, taking advantage. and the poor guy next me, he's gay because he's got earrings and shiny shoes. oh, and the opinion of others really matters. of course.
this only bothers me in principle.
apparently earring holes make one a homosexual. yet a loud voice and an utterly rude demeanor does what? sickens me to the core so much so that i can only feel sorry for her parents who now have to deal with this mistake and only wish they could have changed the course of her upbringing, to create values and manners in, to educate and stress further the importance of being a lady, of being sensitive, of being a human being that lives in a society, a civilization. i dont feel bad for a thing that will happen. at least not right now.
i'm just so taken back by the things that go on in this community and the things people get away with saying, or have reason for saying. surely, in my stupid 16 years, i've chose routes that aren't the shortest from A to B. i've wasted time. i've dabbled in makeup. i've wasted money. i've dabbled in ideas and fashions that are atypical and unconventional. however, i'm a bum and living off mom and dad, doing nothing to make a life for myself, leeching, taking advantage. and the poor guy next me, he's gay because he's got earrings and shiny shoes. oh, and the opinion of others really matters. of course.
this only bothers me in principle.