the bigger picture.
when you don't have anyone, every day is dedicated to finding someone, whether it be looking for a quick lay, or trying to find your "soulmate" ("soulmate" not because i think it's cliche, [i do believe in soulmates], but quotation marks because people try TOO HARD to find their most compatable partner, which they foolishly give the erroneous name soulmate because then they don't have to look any futher). i neither want to be used for the fullfillment of a stranger's desire nor desire a stranger. i want the enjoyment of knowing every niche of your body. rationally, it gives me great happiness to know comfort. enough said. when i set out to find NEW comfort, i returned battered, unsatisfyed and dissapointed. the world is boring, to venture out into a sea of fake new faces is a 50/50 toss up. stranger's hands are cold and shallow. that is what i found. everyone is putting on a show... i hate to break it to you...don't be wowed by the temptation, they're all stangers in the end... stop putting on a show; i'm not trying to impress anyone, not even myself.