Dec 11, 2008 23:13
i've been feeling real down over the last few days. it might have something to do with my period, it might not. this is a depression i haven't felt in a while and i'm having trouble dealing with it during this busy time in my life. it's hard to eat, i feel sad a lot. and still i feel like i have to act cheerful around folks because that is who i am...
got the best haircut of my life today. the woman who did it was amazing and brightened up my morning and gave me coffee...
too many complex conversations happening in my head and with others. i've been thinking about how reconciliation looks when thinking about social justice. i worry that we are all trying to come together under common ground and goals. why can't we accept differences too? why can't there be many answers to one question? oh, goodness...
had an evening of white russians with some seminarians. it's hard to believe i have been focused on beverages since i have been in school. mostly coffee and booze. i wonder what this says about substances to deal...
i am so fucking excited about betty-jeanne's b-day bash tomorrow. it's always nice to see her and doubly nice to celebrate her. she has been an amazing rock to my floaty self since i have been in CA...
noodle is obsessed with flipping onto her back and rolling over. it's all i see her do lately...