well
So things are kinda weird..I'm kinda depressed. Dunno why. I feel kinda guilty cuz I don't feel as sad I think I should about Chahlz leaving. When I talk about it, it makes me wanna cry but otherwise, I really don't feel that sad. I didn't go to G,A, or C period today. Just didn't feel like it. I went out to lunch with Tabby, Missy and Jess. It was good china food (had to b there). I hafta come to terms with my feelings and decide what to do with myself. This is gonna take time and gutz cuz I really don't wanna but I can't go on like this. I haven't been sleeping well. Argh, I hate being a teenager. Why can't my life be perfect? I mean really, it would be so much easier!