I havent yet come to terms with this.. I guess to me this doesnt seem real.
I think about him constantly all day and hes even in my dreams.
He was like a big brother to me a few months ago.
We would go sit in his car and talk, stay up late at his house and watch cartoons.
He was the one you could always go to and not worry if he saw you at your worst..
but then we grew apart...
I suppose I have now realized what people mean when they say "you dont know what you got until its gone"
I really dont know how to pour my heart out up here, I know I dont know how to really do that.
I guess for now I will just keep it to myself and ofcourse to bran bran.
the most 'shibbiest' dude.. i love you bran bran. rest easy love.
"A nice heart and a white suit and a baby blue sedan
And I am doing the best that I can
All the eunuchs, they were standing in rows
singing, Please stud us out just as fast as you possibly can.
Sad song, last dance and no one knows who the band was
And Henry, you danced like a wooden Indian
Except this one mattered and I felt it had a spirit
And I shot the story because I didn't hear it that way
And it's hard to be a human being
And it's harder as anything else
And I'm lonesome when you're around
And I'm never lonesome when I'm by myself
And I miss you when you're around
A nice heart and a white suit and a baby blue sedan
And I am doing the best that I can
All the eunuchs, they were standing in rows
singing, Please stud us out just as fast as you possibly can.
Sad song, last dance and no one knows who the band was
And Henry, you danced like a wooden Indian
And it's hard to be a human being
And it's harder as anything else
And I'm lonesome when you're around
And I'm never lonesome when I'm by myself
And I miss you when you're around"
- he sung it so well -
<3 love.end.