painless pain.........
i mean nothing to u....and i dont know y....i held on to u like there was something there,but it was not real......were not real......it never was and it wasnt meant to be ......i held onto a vision, a dream, that with time lost its beauty....it seems more than what it is, but its nothing.....i think its me but its really not....it means nothing with al the feeling in the world......im confused.....is it ....was it.....the feeling is gone...if it was there at all....i am not crying...i am not hurting......yet its painful......i want to feel it....i want to cry......no tears come out.....no beat is skipped.....how can something that meant so much be torn without a pain in the world........