it wasn't a nightmare it was reality.
Sean has to go to Kosovo..for 8 months.. I guess his mom called Adam and told him..and he told me last night..he thought I already knew.
this is the worst thing that could possibly happen.
The guy I love, the one person that really cares about me and loves me no matter what is going to be gone for 8 months, in another country trying to keep the peace. I don't know what to do. I am happy that he gets a chance to see places that he wouldn't normally..but this sucks. he'll come home hopefully when he is suppose to-march or sooner.. and be here in time for our 2 year anniversary and my senior prom. Most importantly I want him to be okay and not get hurt. I guess there isn't much I can do but write him letters and tell him I love him before I go to sleep at night. this is just killing me.
this is the worst thing that could possibly happen.
The guy I love, the one person that really cares about me and loves me no matter what is going to be gone for 8 months, in another country trying to keep the peace. I don't know what to do. I am happy that he gets a chance to see places that he wouldn't normally..but this sucks. he'll come home hopefully when he is suppose to-march or sooner.. and be here in time for our 2 year anniversary and my senior prom. Most importantly I want him to be okay and not get hurt. I guess there isn't much I can do but write him letters and tell him I love him before I go to sleep at night. this is just killing me.