life is like a rollercoaster
and right now im at the bottom of the drop
nothing is really wrong with anything in my life right now...i just dont feel...like im doing what i should be? i feel like i should be trying harder for something and i dont know what it is...like im not getting something done that really needs to be finished.
i dunno, maybe that's why im so anxious to get back out to minnesota and to go back to school. i know that there are things waiting out there for me to conquer and complete. school and growing up. i talk about how everyone needs to grow up and im still not done doing it yet.
......i dun even know what to say anymore, or what to do with myself. all i can do out here is work.....work work work work work....i need more, i need substance, i need purpose.
maybe i'll go back to school earlier than i was planning. yea....maybe.
i dont talk to alot of people anymore, or maybe they dont talk to me. i dont know, i miss em though.
i have finally gotten in touch (sort of) with my long lost friend megan. i havent talked to her since 7th grade and one of my friends knows her. pretty wild, i hope she remembers me.........
work tonight 5:30-close....exciting
nothing is really wrong with anything in my life right now...i just dont feel...like im doing what i should be? i feel like i should be trying harder for something and i dont know what it is...like im not getting something done that really needs to be finished.
i dunno, maybe that's why im so anxious to get back out to minnesota and to go back to school. i know that there are things waiting out there for me to conquer and complete. school and growing up. i talk about how everyone needs to grow up and im still not done doing it yet.
......i dun even know what to say anymore, or what to do with myself. all i can do out here is work.....work work work work work....i need more, i need substance, i need purpose.
maybe i'll go back to school earlier than i was planning. yea....maybe.
i dont talk to alot of people anymore, or maybe they dont talk to me. i dont know, i miss em though.
i have finally gotten in touch (sort of) with my long lost friend megan. i havent talked to her since 7th grade and one of my friends knows her. pretty wild, i hope she remembers me.........
work tonight 5:30-close....exciting